I'm in KL alone in the hotel room. crying like shit. so not happy. my boyfriend opts to go for a friend dinner. ALL of them are more important than me.
Actually by now, the brain and the heart roughly know that yes thats him.
When we quarrel, he's passive.
If I am trembling here, he thinks I ll always be fine.
I wish he will really worry his heart out about me. I think he only does when times are good. When times are bad, its out the window
It's really evil isnt it, to wish for something like that.
I am back in Singapore on wed, its no big deal to him. come on, are you that naive and stupid. He's just with you for the perks.
When he's happy he will take the car, when he's not, he says ya its very pressurizing.
Am I a 3 year old to bluff? Hmm?
People are getting engaged left right and centre
Give me the courage to break up
Why do I want to break up?
Because it's happening all the time. He doesnt make an effort
When we quarrel, he's just fucking passive.
Hey, lets break up and you can have as many dinners as you want with your friends. Am i being unreasonable? NO, coz you can meet your classmates as often as youwant. BUT on the night i am gg to be back, you say, why do i have to miss dinner with my classmates?
No, you dont. You have chosen to give me up.
I know you think that this is so minor, and that i am making a fuss about nothing.
but you are a man, a harsh man.
You think women should do things for themselves. If we get married, one day, we will quarrel and I will feel so suffocated and then I will regret it.
A man who really loves his woman will make concessions for her. How many concessions have you made for me? The concessions I really want. Not those which works for you.
Life goes on with or without you and Yes I am responsible for myself.
Girls are nothing to you I know. So am I.
Tuesday, January 25, 2011
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